Wk 7 I QUIT ON MY “SELF”

Since when did subbie get the notion “IT” was me?

I quit on myself. I’m comparing myself to a lie. A disempowering LIE. They ,you know those real and imaginary THEY’S.

Grounding Landing grounding

I stopped keeping my word I stopped keeping my promise. I lost sight of my dream. It would be called I own a business it works for me. The business system measures the effectiveness of others. And there I am standing all alone and I won’t even keep my word to myself, pretty sad in fact it’s very sad. I have this Hallow woozi feeling in my gut. I want somebody to take care of me. Why bother, just want to cry.

Connie was out for the evening with our son Nick’s girlfriend. The plan was tubbies the best stake house in st louis.

Was I was writing my movie trailer, I felt lonely, I felt like calling Connie & asking her to come home. Very unusual, no really.

The Why ,,,, I never finish my keeping my word. ” I Owne A Business ” it doesn’t owne me .

My 3 Day Fence O Time business . At this time 11/11/2020 has 28 pages of my MKMMA , inspirational structure in place. My purpose ,intentional, my sales UP volumn & mark up-‘s are up.

“LESS IS MORE ” Great book read it 25 years ago. Rich Dad Poor Dad by Robtert Kyiosockie, & E-myth by Micheal Gerber witch lead to the E-Myth Mastery Business program.

The dead Poet Society w Robyn William’s. Teaching preppies to follow there hearts like our MKMMA TEAM DOES.

Retire–mentoring and payed coaching.

I can be everything I’ve longed for as a husband ,a father , and a business owner.

I declare I’m back. I am 100% responsible for my lazy attitude. I’m back. I’m 100% responsible. I want to see my family all of them in Billings MT. This winter.

Nov, 18 2020 amazing -just outright amazing. I’m reading uplifting literature & I’m responding in context that amazes me. I’ve never said or used before ” & it’s very effective.”

I used to be a yellow catalyst that just pop up and had to gogogo. Then I started sitting, I reset my harddrive & bam the whole world is calm . Now I set my alarm for 54 minutes of work exposure and then I take 18 minutes a personal time. My PP’ns ,are autonomy and health it’s amazing. Stop popping and started observing and sitting more and increasing my intentionality.

I am YELLOW ZEPHER , gliding over the lush green expanses of profitable places to play. “MY PLAY IS MY WORK & MY WORK IS MY PLAY” . It is the most creative place for me & all the others who join me.

The” sit ” ie- resetting of my harddrive is the door______ to the metrics. I see opportunity everywhere, my assets are the skilled group OF______ personal ,that want to be self-employed,_______self sufficient , causing my LIVE POET SELF TO THRIVE in me by 3/16/2020. My gross income is ____<=to $1776.00 per tecknition PER WEEK.

WK 5 press release

This is Edwin are Merle reporting / live from  the World Fence Convention here. _____ the Grand Ole Opry Motel in Nashville . It’s so Grand “ie”  big enough , it has a river inside the building that you can put a boat in_____ and float . It’s a 32 degree’s and windy as all get out, and you’d never know it in here.  _______the World Fence convention is hoppin. People from all over the world, ,Germany ,Japan ,China  Mexico, Canada, including one from every sovereign _____ state in America.

The big draw this year is the $25,000 prize, that goes to the fastest Aegis fence assembly person or team , put on buy Fast Bennies fence Co. The sign says if you don’t sign up ,you can’t  WIN the competition , or a free gift, that will save you thousands.

Six months ago my two homeschoolers  ages 9 and 11, were out in our 107 year old brick Barn built by a German stone Mason, immigrant , the boys were assembling Aegis fence for The 3 day fence on time Fast Bennies fence… Knock knock knock on the side door, a stranger let himself in the barn and started taking pictures with out asking ,of their work. Then the boys remembered ” NO ONE AND I MEAN NO ONE COMES IN OUR HOUSE AND TAKES OUR GAME PLAN”) ( Quote from “Rudy”) This intruder represented the largest fence manufacturer in the world from Tulsa Oklahoma. My son Andrew . said, my dad told Us not to let anyone know how we do this, I need to erase those pictures, its our intellectual property and we’re not supposed to let anybody even you sir. Steven go get Dad. NOW. Steven sprint’s to the house.

in a panic and comes in YELLING dad dad dad, Some guys out in the barn taking pictures of our Aegis work station. I jump up and run to the barn and  burst open the door  ,it slammed the work bench and rattled everything and every one. “what is going on here”. I yelled,  The area rep calmly  said : I thought it’d be good thing to show other people what  your boys are doing here ,its amazing how fast they are assembling two (2) panels @ a time , how old are they, he asked. I said they’re 9 and 11 years old and I need you to erase the pictures it’s intellectual property. Andrew ,asked , Dad should I call the cops. I said no. We can call his boss we will talk with him. The rep called the owners cell phone mr E. answered  and the rep started explaining  and boss said I’ll call ben but erase those pictures now. Mr E. calls, Ben ,I can tell your very upset ,my rep  stured up a hornet’s nest I can see why ,yes sir he’s nearly stolen our intellectual property that increases our billable production, the boys are proud of  what they invented ,mr E.. asked may I call call you back in an hour.

I said yes , the hour takes for ever, sure enough mr E calls and make an unbelievable offer ,mr E ,says im willing to put $75,000.00 in each of your sons college fund accounts.

I said why, mr E says ide rather tell you and the boys in person ,dont for get your wife she’s more fun and makes me laugh. So you soon.

An hour later .TAKE 2

The owner calls and took a minute to get related & be polite. Then says I’m going to make it worth your boys while.  And boy did he . he paid for three years of collage tuitions for all three sons.  If we would allow them  permission the film what the boys were doing.  We were ecstatic  and couldn’t understand  why they want film of our boys . You see the boys were  the inspiration for the  $25,000 assemblies  competition. When the competition was over they sent a DVD to all the fence guys that signed up showing the boys assembly method. That’s enough excitement for one day it gets better.

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Today I begin a new life.

And they make a solemn oath to myself that nothing will retard my new life’s growth I will lose not a day from these readings for that day cannot be retrieved nor can I substitute another for it I must not I will not break this habit of daily reading from the Scrolls in truth the few minutes spent each day in this new habit her but a small price to pay for happiness and success that will be mine.

My promise oh, my word, my commitment, to own my own business will bring joy and true health , to this yellow flying horse.

this is my way of being, November 6 20/20

WK 6 confusion chaos and a presidential election

A principal:: I always thought was the truth . When you cheat at a game you’re out. So the question is, who’s been cheating at this election game ???? Put them out with the cat.

I started the morning off with a $2,700.00 dollar invoice , collected it at 8 a.m. put it in the bank at 9:05 it fits my yellow-gold color ,framed in a green rectangle thats on my ,Controlling calendar everyday @ 9 a.m. gold Bank deposits and went to the bank, with check signed and deposit slip all filled out. The tellar took my deposit walked away and came back a minute later and said what checking account do you want to put it in. I was confused for a second , put it in the account thats on the deposit slip please.

Confusion huh::: not on my part we ie the client and I, switched from Snap-on plastic privacy slats to custom fit custom trimmed Lumber to fill the gaps on an $8,000.00 driveway gate, dazed and confused ,the customer doesn’t want to pay more money for additional labor I very disappointed, very disempowering. I sat there looking at the gates admiring them and asked. What am I going to do with this negative energy ? I’m working at being an objective observer. Trying to create a question like ” didn’t you authorize this work ” with me over the phone. She is confuzed. I am disappointed very disappointed.

I came home having not seen any TV or cell phone shows or news for 5 weeks. No kidding,5 weeks, I went channel surfing. What I saw was , lying cheating manipulating threatening Riot ing, nothing but confusion disappointment.

The world is a mess, they drink this garbage in everyday.

That’s why I should not give up my, MK MMA course. The world needs people a lot of them like me and all the members. Thank you team thank you guides thank all of you from the bottom of my heart standing where I can be trained out of mind world Of Confusion.

Abundant Blessings, b – Jammin