Note to subbie, thank you, your contribution has given birth to NEVER done before adventures and inventions. For example, Ben’s Pool special, a fence style that was invented with subbie ( GOD ),to serve the pool industry. It was the one and only fence that was created by Ameristar Fence ,for Houlihan Fence incorporated.
draft #1 DMP Trailer “truth or whopper”
Yellow -Autonomy-Legacy.
Week 5 I’ve been thinking about this for years writing my autobiography I titled it truth or Whopper first two years of my life were in an apartment over the International Harvester dealership in Creve Coeur Missouri ,we moved two number# 8 Schulte Road where we spent the next 15 years, one warm sunny day in the fall I was home ,I’m about 9 and I successfully lite the front Zoysia on fire. It was small even so somedody panicked and screemed .Years before that I had a dog name Elmer , 1 day Tommy The Neighbourhood bully came down my dog Elmer put his mouth on his wrist and gently escorted him out of the yard. Tommy went home to get his German Shepherd when you arrived Elmer attacked the German Shepherd held it down by its throat and suffocated it until it was dead . Elmer wasn’t done few days later Elmer tried to take out the neighbors dog and didn’t succeed the next day I can’t find Elmer War summer where is Elmer my dad came home he said I took him to the farm, I spent the rest of the school year longing to go to the farm it was a tradition to stay there for a week all my mom and dad went somewhere on vacation when I got out there no one knew where where was that so I went over Uncle Ed’s Farm I’m one of the older teenagers cousins said dad and one of his best friends were shooting in front of it shooting behind it and just laughing and thought it was funny in I guess the dog ran in front of the bullet and they buried him. Everybody is lying backup Uncle Joe’s Farm Daniel says we tied him to a cinder block and drop them in the lake I really don’t like my family. IPad Mini good memories but I carried iJustine for the family members I remember Matthew who to this day is a Down syndrome child who on one bright sunny day climbs 45 feet up and do a pin oak tree in front of my aunt and uncle’s home I see him and run in the house screaming comma Aunty Wyn Aunty Wyn Matthew it’s in the top of the pin oak tree her and she says run outside following me we get outside and she holds my hand and we look up and Matt just meaning Skinny’s house on the thin branches and they start bending any holds one branch and switches his hand to the next branch and then the next Branch bending and bowing and the next branch and bending and going and so on and so forth and lowers himself to the ground fascinated me that is one of the greatest examples of a child at play Fallout no fear my cousin Mathew with Down Syndrome I later go on to hear a story from his accomplished older brother you would think Matthew is the mayor of Creve Coeur. Back in Creve Coeur I would go to Nana and Papa’s Farm it was a place for me to explore and dream I just loved the farm it was used as a landscape Nursery service Company I loved it I grew up believing I will get out of high school and go to work there believing and knowing but that was my heritage I didn’t have to worry about how I did in school wasn’t much interested anyway but to my dismay before I left High School Papa passed away I was very upset and it didn’t take long for the brothers and sisters his daughters and sons touche they were going to sell the farm all of them this very confusing to me I graduated high school knowing I had no purpose in college but just for curiosity’s sake I went to Forest Park Community College because that’s where they talk the poorest educated kids basic math basic reading I mean 6th grade level or less it’s not a good thing I was very ungrateful. Some time when Buy my first job was at the PD Paint Company, I saved money I bought a $1,500 Ford 150 it was own buy Bradburn school supply had it painted with a beautiful orange sunset with the silhouette of a sailing ship spray painted on one color one layer once soft sprayed a Time by George Harris it was a piece of art. I mist the opportunity this fan could have been sold at any of these outdoor Woodstock type green carnations for thousands more than what I had in it totally missed it. Now time is going by my friend Bennett Fagan calls and says 6 of us can drive down two Miami stay in and ants apartment then fly to Puerto Rico I am ready to go we get to Puerto Rico and the family that allowed us to stay in their home took us to see their country and its accomplishments and its poverty it’s the poverty that touched moved and inspired me to appreciate how grateful I would be for being born in America I kissed the tarmac when I got home but still in addition with y why good my lifelong dream get sold out from under me fall snow upon us and out of the blue I drive my van to the Berryman Trail with my cat I hike in about a half day to an Artesian well make it camp go to sleep I wake up the next day to a sunny gorgeous morning call in the clearing is an Artesian well I go over to the well and I kneel down next to it water just flowing out from underneath the ground when I lean forward on my knees I cut some water and I lean back on my hand haunches and I open my eyes and I can’t see anything all I can see is pure white the purest White I can’t explain it how pure white it was I close my eyes and I questioned it if this is really you you’ll be there when I open my eyes and he was Justice Breyer just as unexplainably white and then came the question why he told me I got your back I got it all handled I know exactly what you need and I believe them and I trusted him and I went through periods I’m being very close to that belief and periods of being very far apart. Slept in woke up fell out of bed dragged a comb across my head found my way downstairs I had a smoke looking up I noticed I was late made the bus in seconds flat no no just kidding that’s a Beatles tune. Packed up hiking out haven’t seen my cat for a day and a half not hide nor hair and all of a sudden I hear the shushing sound of leave there’s my cat ready to load up, sweet it’s not lost packed up the truck we’re home I’m just started dealing with life With a NEW VIEW.
FAST FORWARD to 1996-98ish. I have experience A Whole New World up taking the energy of a root of bitterness and redirecting that into remembering all the blessings all the Miracles all the aha moment I could think of and stack them up in a non spillable Pyle realized the root of bitterness energy was a direct contact to energize me to pray. What I didn’t know is that God would put a test front of me two men we’re stealing from Chesterfield fence my root of bitterness was I was not being treated the way I wanted or the way I thot it should be and I had evidence stop so God puts two thieves right there for me tutus me two two let them steal Maybe even Steel with them tour turn them in two my brother-in-law. I knew in an instant that I would not join them it took 3 days of Prayer to realize those two men we’re jeopardizing all of Dennis’s family + 20 other men with families that’s when I knew I was turning them in upon doing so I became suspect number one didn’t bother me just gave me something to pray about. Within a few days of that miracle I received a phone call from a very hard to work for businessman known to be a Taskmaster he asked me if I would build as fences I said absolutely butt why did you get rid of the other company. His reply was don’t lie to me quote don’t lie to me I said mr. Baker the Bible Tulsa all men are lies his response, , just don’t lie to me I said I won’t okay and proceeded to go out and build 600 feet of fence in three days and turned in my invoices he called me and insinuated there’s no way I was lying I was very clear go to check my work today I’ll service any flaw tomorrow have an abundant day and so he went on to give me the quarter million dollars with a business and one conversation. I’ve seen miracles I see God’s hand in my life I know that I know he orchestrates think Wiz my subconscious I have experienced in detail.
I am definitely looking at this adventure with the context of I’ve got some more disrupting to do with areas of my life are not working or not working as well as i would like them to.
So my self employment JOB-(just over broke) fencing occupation, I commonly refer to as self unemployment,is stopping as of this moment.
It’s now called my “Fence income system”
Or my “autonomy retirement system”
I am attracting a one week back log of high paying fence clients,where money is no object, ornamental aluminum or steel, is the majority of what my clients want, on or before,10/22/2016
I am clear this way of thinking works, got proof yesterday,closed an ornamental fence with a $1760.00 dollar net income ,that will pay the mortgage and utilities bills for the month of December. That’s me Be-Jamim .Now.Connie is going to be excited about this and be proud of her lover.
Kenny is planing the” fence income system”projects with me,I’m going to employ another company project manager.
I will find a personal tracking system for each project manager..
This autobiography ,it feels like “Lightning Through My Veins”10/18/2016 .4;43 am cst.:):):):):)
CONCERN////CONCERN //////CONCERN///// CONCERN///
Please consider this my request,it is paramount that I stay in the course.
I am clear that i am disrupting bad habits with good habits , my computer skills are improving and I’m curious about learning more,I can discern opportunity It’s in my hands,I have experienced ” EYE witnessed miraculous”only the director of operation’s of the Universe could have designed ,for it was not of my design although it was of my intention.
MY REQUEST IS
Don’t take me out of your course.
I know I am not at 100%
I will let you know by Sunday 10/23/16 by 1-pm what I have not completed or what percentage of perspiration I have fulfilled on.
I dont know where or how i will I will receive this answer,what i do know the Director of Operations of the Universe is 100% in, I’m with Him.
The Master Key, is it integrity? Is the principal ,taking the stated end results as It’s completed, then taking away every action that misdirects the Definite Major Purpose, the POA+CtoB’s+PPN + PMA + MMA
Ladies And Gentleman, I am in this course to its intended completion. I feel revived after a purposeful day that typically would send me to tune out land, what’s different is I reset my hard drive with still time,I read my subbie feed and I am B-Jamin again.
Measurable results is showing up in MY pay my self FIRST, bank balance I’m ,no longer a slave to desperate thinking.I just let go of a time & money waisting person in my life.
I promise to keep my word.
I am YELLOW =Legacy like Papa Houlihan, Autonomy =Horse according to Chinese numerology.I am running the Intentional frontier ,living in integrity, wow I find my self telling people to stop wasting my time.Last night I slept 7 hours not typical, I worked ,read ,wrote, explored new areas, all with habits that displace boredom and poor eating decisions. . Its wonderful to feel revived after reading my assignments at bed time. Who da thought id be sitting a country dinner reading out load and not giving it a second thought.Picture a working class ,low income area,I felt comfortable and at home.
Why you may ask, What was i doing there, good question.I was letting go of the past, a truck was put to rest that was an big part of making millions of dollars, it took this course to realize it’s an anchor slowing me down.
At lunch i was served by a very hard working teenager, I’m prayerfully looking for something that would give her excess to what I’m doing, you see my love language is acts of service, what I didn’t learn till late in life is, to let the people know i have expectations,I see them for there greatness.
Unmet expectations are the root of bitterness. When I learned I was the only one killing me off.It was me so I invented a prayer to give it away and it worked ,all kinds of blessings showed up,Including autonomy. Do you remember the story where the monk carried the bride across the water.It takes choice to think up, or think good,or think of a benefit,for an event that was a consistent complaint.I was very unhappy and I made my brother in law wrong for it.Boy did I waste a lot of time on that.I’m free to RUN LIKE the WIND NOW>
Week number 2. After taking notes of the webinar of week number 1 I wrote The Following.
I have 4 to 5 billion synapses firing to make my $3,888 per week income,a direct reality by December 31st 2016 it will grow 10% per quarter for 2 years totaling $8,334.27 per week ,in 10 quarters it’s equal to $33,337.09 per month. I will know this pure flowing energy source that my creative mind will expand. It will be doubling the $33,337.09 every two quarters ,equaling $66,674 and 19 cents, or 1,333,348.38 per year. It boils down to this, in a 240 day year, it’s only 555 feet per day which is only 4 crews building 138.75 ft / day, which is only 10 sales associates like pool companys, builders, landscapers and referals to acheive.
My deepest desire is to own a business. My first step is idealization, idealization which equals clear and different. The basis of this belief,has been my deepest desire. I’ve always known myself as an entrepreneur,but knowing this has not made the difference. However taking action on it for my freed up, creative expression is like a perfect summer day where i can just lie down in the grass and relax.
. Thoughts become beliefs, beliefs become actions, actions become results ,thoughts plus feelings expressed become my words ,my way, my most endearing memories like the smell of PaPa’s greenhouse on a cold winter day.
. Idealization is a foreign language to non judgemental or objective observation both will be the inspirational language of my Mastermind firing into fruition a reality based on results. My subconscious is the soil of my fertile imagination I will cultivate it just as my grandfather showed me how to cultivate thousands upon thousands , shrub’s called Yews that turned into cash in a few short years. I will produce inventions like fried chicken trees that everyone wants in their yard.
I’m speed reading to achieve this and then I’ll have my still time to travel to the edge of the universe with my create tour for he is standing there welcoming me. He will ask” may I see your Journal” I’d say don’t you already know it, and he’ll say I do” I just want to edit it once more.” His editing, is cultivating the blueprint Builder called my imagination. I will then plant continually in the subconscience field of possibilities.
Dharma ,IE emotions and inspiration, the heart’s desire, My burning desire, my lifelong dream of being an owner and working on it with a business builder. My blueprint is the bridge or Foundation that gives me 5 billion synapses of intention. It’s color is vibrant like the rainbows in the sea.Or like the smell of a greenhouse on a Winter’s day at PaPa’s nursery. My intentions are what Feed the Subby’s tank of inspiration. My Savant is a creative place has experienced this construct before.Subby and I created the three-day fence on time , pool fence business for children’s safety and parents peace of mind. Safety and parents peace of mind my subby took charge and invented a product known to this day , called BPS Ben’s pool special, I’m certain I found my definite major purpose in that part of my life. It was exciting an unbelievable.
Dharma gets control of thoughts. Dharma has the ability to think IE create and manifest my life I’m counting on it.Faith equals things hoped for. Faith is evidence of Things Not Seen it’s in the Mind’s Eye in the observer’s eye. When I see the Invisible by The Miracles when I look back and really see what I’ve caused and know that I could not have created all that amazing invention without His hand in my life. I share this accomplishment with others to inspire faith. It’s 100% available it’s 100% Choice Construction and faith is 100% by design with the Director of operations of the universe.
I’ll be expanding the chemical release being produced by my youthful subby,it will be a contagious explosion that creates new releases like the explosions of oxygen from Papa’s Greenhouse. The requirement is Imagination, the imagination is the bridge to enthusiasm enthusiasm is the direct connection to God , with this enthusiasm I will create my definite major purpose with subby. My sacrifice is little or no TV little and no justification of unhealthy Foods.
I used to say, my work is my Play, now I say and declare my work is what I play on,It;s my bridge to creative freedom . Imagination is my unbridled feelings with a highly charged DMP. unbridled enthusiasm confident expectation subbing has an Earnest desire desires that are expressed and shared with others I said he will demand it works that it’s happening that the bridge it’s solid living from an intention My Subby never sleeps I will create my PPN, my pivotal personal need it will it will fill me like the oxygen in My Papa’s Greenhouse. My personal need has always been to own a business I’m certain my papa did I’m certain he did community service. Picture this, PaP’s funeral was honored by hundreds of people from around the world because of what he invented and shared with others. Because of his legacy I was the benefactor of. Papa’s farm, it was the playground for my imagination. His legacy showed up in the form of $9600.00 dollars, in my 59th year of vistiing this planet. My personal pivotal needs will be based from the Seven areas. They are as follows. God -. Health.- Family.-job- Service to community.- Education.- Recreation. All this will become my life’s Legacy. my job is to work on my business . I can see it and I know I will lived it.- Legacy. -Spiritual growth.- Autonomy.-& to Liberty. Helping others. True health. My blue square for today is, celebrate small completion’s
My Mastermind experience is the keyhole. My Mastermind blog is the key I will notice my feelings
That’s all I’ve got to say about that.
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